the great escape

before i got on boat for this escape, i'm totally in depressed state where sad and unhappy feelings in my gut hold me back. it's terrifying me to feel this way. but i kept telling myself that these feelings will go away if i try my best. and now i'm half recovered from it but still have more to learn & be strong.

as requested by few people here, i just shared photos on my vacation. i won't flooded my entry with those photos as you can reach it here. so there you go...

...and i back with more composed person =)

This sweet relief
Unexpected things
Is this the end or only the beginning

Let's Holiday!

Pack my belongings in eagerness. Finally the day has come. Pulau Redang will welcome us, the family of course with great sea and great view.

Redang, here we come!!

Happy 1st Birthday To My Baby Amaar

no words can express my love for you
no words can describe how much I LOVE YOU
nothing can ever replace you in my heart
forever & ever

~may Allah s.w.t always bless you in life~

All i need is you

Thanks for being there my dearest fren. Thanks for datang sini. Thanks sebab sanggup bersusah payah datang cari aku.

Everything seems okay with you :)

P/s: maybe i'm not ready to lose you even a bit

apesal la aku idop dikelilingi orang yang bangang. yang tak reti nak letak priority kat mana.
dulu masa susah, yang ni lah tempat mintak tolong. tempat mengadu.
bila dah jumpa yang senang, mula lah nak ungkit sana sini. rubbish!!!

bodoh tak bertempat. takpe la kalo tak kena kata2 aku lagi
just wait and see sampia bila ko nak buat camtu.
time tu kite tengok sape yang terkedu. lost words.

then bila susah lagi lain kali, jangan harap aku nak tolong.
baik ko xde pon xpe la......

....this is a start

this is a start for something new. everything's gonna change starts from today. let's put a happy face and shiny eyes.

don't stop counting. don't stop hoping.

~adakah aku tengah jiwa kacau?