Why does love always feel like a battlefield?

Don't try to explain your mind
I know what's happening here
One minute it's love
And suddenly it's like a battle-field

One word turns into a
Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world's nothing when you don't
I'm not here without a shield
Can't go back now

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
Why we gotta fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like..

Can't swallow our pride,
Neither of us wanna raise that flag, mhmm
If we can't surrender then we both gonna lose what we had, oh no

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again
I don't wanna fall for it now
I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield?
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield?

I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your armor, (get your armor) get your armor
I guess you better go and get your...

We could pretend that we are friends tonight
And in the morning we'll wake up and we'll be alright
Cause baby we don't have to fight
And I don't want this love to feel like..

A battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield,
Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield

I guess you better go and get your armor...

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for (fighting, fighting for)

~ jordin spaks - battlefield


and yes. some times i do have this feeling. bukannye aku okay.....but my friends.
they are suffering in this kind of relationship.
ade yang mampu keluar darinye dan ada juga yg tak mampu.
dan cinta itu tidak sepatutnya membuatkan kita sakit dan terluka.
sometimes it's okay to feel the hurt but setiap hari...nonsense.

when the truth hurts and lies worse

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me, now I can't feel anything

When I love you and so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking it's the voice of someone else

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

Oh, what are we doing?
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late, too late

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late, too late

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
So how can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?
Oh, you know that I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again

~ james morrison & nelly furtado - broken strings

Bila budak melayu cakap melayu tak betul

My sis just got back for summer vacation here with her 3 children and they have been here for almost 1 month. But the hillarious thing is the children itself. Nak cakap melayu pon kena pikir lame-lame dan belom lagi campur die punya slang haha

Last 2 weeks my sis balik kampung kat Kelantan. Makcik-makcik aku semua happy walaupon komunikasi macam ayam itik hehe. Bila aku tnya Izzah, 2nd child, pandai tak cakap melayu? Die bley jwb "Yes, i know how to speak Malay. I learnt from Upin and Ipin. Betul...betul..." Pastu die bley start berlakon jadik Upin then Kak Ros.


Cite kat Kelantan lak lagi hampeh. My sis bawak 1st child, Zuhair pegi bersunat haha. Masa sunat tu die tak nangis tapi die bley jerit kat my sis "Ibu! Is that my blood?" Ayat paling best die cakap lepas kesan bius hilang "Ibu, i don't want to sunat again"


That's my niece & nephew as mat saleh celup. Bile kite cakap melayu die bley lak gi translate dalam english balik. Cess.

hari ini dalam sejarah

a really historic day.

suka hati aku hari ni datang keja kul 830 pagi walhal aku masuk keje kul 7 pagi kan. ingat ni company nenek moyang ke? tapi serius aku bukan sengaja. memang overslept giler langsung tak sedar. dan tibe-tibe............

(sila bayangkan muzik Wonderpets)
telefon....telefon berbunyi..... 3x
ada orang dalam bahaya....

aku: "hello.........."
Biehanna: "Wey arina...ko tak keje ke?"
aku: "alamak! aku baru bangun. Okay, aku pecut skang!"

tengok jam dah kul 7.55 pagi. damn!

(mandi + pakai baju + tudung)

kul 8.10, start enjin keta. shit! handphone lak tertinggal dalam bilik. hampeh. dah la pintu sume dah lock. arrghhh!! Lari-lari naik tingkat atas balik amik handphone dan dari kesayupan boleh dengar lagu Lenka-Trouble Is A Friend tengah berdendang. Mamppos! ni mesti Amarjit yang call. Terus tak angkat phone, masuk keta start enjin, drive untuk 5 meter then call Amarjit balik.

"hello...u kat mane? dah sejam ni i tunggu"
"hehheeh...Amarjit, I dah on the way nih. lagi 15 minutes I sampai"

perghh...ape lagi pecut la.

yang pastinye ade sorang insan yang janji nak kejut aku kul 6 tapi hampeh. langsung takde call atau sms. haih.

aku dah mula rase menyampah hari ni
ntah la. sebenarnya takde sebab khusus pon nak rase menyampah
macam-macam kot. jadual 12 jam dah keluar.
haih.


hari ni keje rasa bosan gile. membe aku pon heran
katenya jarang aku rase bosan
skang ni just tunggu masa nak balik je. lagi 24 minit

apabila keadaan sudah tidak sama

di tengah-tengah keseronokan family day company tempat abang keje, aku megimbas kembali peristiwa yang berlaku dalam hidup aku. Bukan semua mampu aku kenang tapi aku cuba imbas kenangan ngan orang yang rapat dengan aku.

By the way, congrats untuk Kak Ana & pasangan serta Abg Anas & pasangan atas perkahwinan kamu. Moga alam baru ini menjanjikan kebahagian dunia dan akhirat. Amin.

Satu-satunya kawan lelaki aku yang aku kenal sejak umur 18, akan melangsungkan majlis pertunangan lepas raya puasa ni. Nak kata aku hepi? Of course aku sgt hepi untuk Farid tp at the same time rasa sedih sbb dah xde tempat aku nak luahkan perasaan. Dan mgkn tahun depan die kawen. Gud luck my dear fren. Wish u all the best.

Dan ada juga sesetengah kawan-kawan yang dahulunya bagai isi dan kuku, bukan lagi saling memerlukan. Yes, people do change. They always did. Mereka semakin jauh dari kite, makin berahsia dan mestila makin kurang memerlukan.

This is life.

berada dalam dilema.
nak pegi JB ke tak nak?

gambar-gambar

- marsya.izzah.tisya.zuhair -

- posing ayu tisya ngan izzah -

- izzah show off gigi -

- model part itme ;p -

- 3 dara pingitan hohohoho.... -

kerahan tenaga secara lembut

ingatkan bila datang keje malam ni selepas cuti weekend akan ade berita hepi-hepi tetapi malangnya, berita yang tak hepi-hepi datang menjengah. ish. buat orang susah hati.

cane tuh?

nak suh orang keje 12 jam selama 4 hari. gilow ke hape? kalo 3 hari aku bley consider lgaik tapi bila dorang bercakap pasal 4 hari, hati gua dah meleleh.....cess. konon-konon benefit yang kitorang dapat ni lebey bagus dari orang keje opis hour biase 9-6. dalam sebulan, keje 15 hari & cuti 15 hari.

nampak macam best kan? tapi mesti la ade keburukannya.................

bila kite keje 12 jam, no more OT untuk dibuat (so boley la dpt gaji lebih sket utk keluarga), no more claim for afternoon shift. shift allowance akan dicut menjadi separuh sebab ianya hanya boleh diclaim bila keje malam (7pm-7am).

bak kata sesetengah orang yang bersetuju serta bersemangat untuk keje 12 jam nih, katenya bile 4 hari keje 4 hari cuti, cuti yang panjang tuh boleh dimanfaatkan bersam keluarga ataupon untuk balik kampung halaman tercinta. wtf. konon tiap2 bulan balik ke...? mungkin sesetengah orang macam tu dan ingin aku tekankan di sini bahawa ianya tidak diaplikasikan untuk sume orang. okay?

pape pon, benda ni masih lagi di peringkat perbincangan [bukan bincang sama ada nak 12 jam atau tak, tapi bincang macam mane nak buat pattern crew roster]

broker hartanah

menarik hape kalo keje jadik broker hartanah kan? bukan calang-calang punya keje tuh. tapi jika dinilai berdasarkan ekonomi sekarang, mungkin ramai yang dah gulung tikar. dan masih ada jugak broker yang sudah tewas dalam pertarungan ekonomi ni mampu bangun balik dan terus berjuang dalam bidang nih.

tapi malangnya, mesti akan ada orang yang makan suap atau makan belakang. bukan semua tapi ada golongan sebegitu. tapi macam mane kalo orang yang menyogok para broker ni adalah pihak bank? ini boleh diumpamakan seperti harapkan pagar, pagar makan padi hohohoho....


so geng, bila nak jadik broker lagi??
let's vote for monopoly nite!
set the place. set the date. set the time.